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试一下就知道。",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":440},[441,442,443,444],{"id":275,"depth":38,"text":275},{"id":302,"depth":38,"text":302},{"id":389,"depth":38,"text":389},{"id":189,"depth":38,"text":189},"2026-08-09",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F2026-08-09",{"description":269},"essays\u002F2026-08-09","6CCrnXrqhd3bzmn5W2ObZ1856nlVOV1-WiDaO2Wb1DI",{"id":452,"title":453,"body":454,"date":493,"description":37,"draft":41,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":494,"navigation":45,"path":495,"place":47,"seo":496,"stem":497,"__hash__":498},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F2026-08-11.md","2026 08 11",{"type":8,"value":455,"toc":491},[456,461,464,467,470,473,476,479,482,485,488],[25,457,458],{},[11,459,460],{},"人终会被少年不可得之物困其一生\n也终会因为一时一景解开一生困惑",[11,462,463],{},"读到这句话的时候，我没什么大的触动，就是愣了一下。",[11,465,466],{},"然后一整天都有点走神。",[11,468,469],{},"少年不可得之物。我在脑子里过了一遍，其实也没什么了不得的。不是什么惊天动地的遗憾，就是些碎碎的小事——某个夏天想买的那双鞋，某次想加入却没敢开口的对话，某个人。",[11,471,472],{},"说出来都觉得太小了。可它们就是在那里。",[11,474,475],{},"我后来也不是没得到过类似的东西。买到过更好的鞋，认识了更多的人，日子也还行。但有些东西就是补不上的，不是因为它有多好，是因为那时候的你，再也回不去了。",[11,477,478],{},"至于\"一时一景解开一生困惑\"，我不确定有没有发生过。",[11,480,481],{},"可能有吧。某个瞬间忽然就不想了，某个场景里忽然就笑了，自己都没意识到。等反应过来的时候，那件事已经很久没想起了。",[11,483,484],{},"人大概就是这样慢慢好起来的。不是想通了，是忘了自己还在困着。",[11,486,487],{},"这句话我存下来了，没转发，也没跟谁说。就是偶尔翻到的时候，会再看一遍。",[11,489,490],{},"好像有人替你说了一句你自己也说不清楚的话。",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":492},[],"2026-08-11",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F2026-08-11",{"description":37},"essays\u002F2026-08-11","_miR9uX_zrM1axURyra-6eG8txsycjr6DoBw0nO0ZJU",{"id":500,"title":501,"body":502,"date":557,"description":506,"draft":41,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":558,"navigation":45,"path":559,"place":47,"seo":560,"stem":561,"__hash__":562},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F2026-08-14.md","2026 08 14",{"type":8,"value":503,"toc":555},[504,507,510,513,516,519,522,525,528,531,534,537,540,543],[11,505,506],{},"偶尔会有那么一个瞬间，毫无预兆地，某个很久以前的决定突然冒出来，卡在脑子里，挥之不去。",[11,508,509],{},"然后就开始了。一遍一遍地复盘，假设另一种可能，推演如果当时说了别的话、做了别的选择，现在会是什么样子。越想越觉得，当初那个决定实在不怎么样。",[11,511,512],{},"可是这种复盘，从一开始就不太公平。",[11,514,515],{},"站在今天往回看，手里攥着的是这些年攒下来的所有经验和教训，眼睛是亮的，路是清楚的。但做决定的那一刻不是这样的。那一刻站在原地，前后都是雾，手里只有一点点信息，心里装着各种各样的犹豫和害怕，只能凭着当时能摸到的那点东西，选一个方向，然后走下去。",[11,517,518],{},"那个时候的自己，已经用了当时全部的力气。",[11,520,521],{},"人好像总是这样，学会了一件事之后，就忘了自己曾经不会。觉得当初怎么那么笨，怎么看不到明摆着的答案。可答案从来不是明摆着的，是走过之后才看清的。没走之前，每条路看起来都差不多，每条路都有可能通向任何地方。",[11,523,524],{},"而且仔细想想，就算真的能回到那一刻，大概率还是会做同样的选择。",[11,526,527],{},"因为决定一个人怎么选的，不是那一刻的运气，而是那一刻之前所有的经历、性格、认知和恐惧。这些东西没变，选出来的结果就不会变。换一条路，不过是换一种遗憾而已。",[11,529,530],{},"那些后来觉得走错了的路，其实也不是白走的。正是那些路，把人送到了现在这个位置，让人变成了现在这个样子。如果没有走过那些路，可能连\"走错了\"这三个字都意识不到——因为根本不知道对的方向长什么样。",[11,532,533],{},"所以后悔这件事，更像是一种自我消耗。用一个已经成长了的自己，去要求一个还没成长的自己，这本身就说不通。过去的那个自己，做不到现在才能做到的事，这很正常，没什么好责怪的。",[11,535,536],{},"现在偶尔还是会想起那些岔路口，但已经不太较劲了。想起来就想一会儿，然后放下，继续做手头的事。因为知道，几年之后再看今天，大概也会觉得现在的自己有很多不足。可那又怎样呢，今天的自己，也已经在认真地走了。",[11,538,539],{},"路都是一步一步走出来的，不是一步一步走对的。",[11,541,542],{},"走过的就走过了，前面还有路。",[248,544,549],{"artist":545,"poster":546,"src":547,"title":548},"谭维维&阿云嘎","\u002Fimages\u002Fmusic\u002F2026\u002F02.webp","\u002Faudio\u002FJQbNpRfKsGhYvLwA.mp3","在场",[11,550,551],{},[31,552],{"alt":553,"src":554},"Generated 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16",{"type":8,"value":567,"toc":671},[568,571,574,577,580,584,587,590,597,600,603,607,613,616,619,622,627,630,657,660,663,665],[11,569,570],{},"过敏性鼻炎这东西，跟了我有些年头了。每年到这个时候都要闹一阵，我本来已经习惯了——早上起来连着打十几个喷嚏，鼻子像关不上的水龙头，眼睛痒得想揉烂。往年吃点抗过敏药，忍一忍也就过去了。",[11,572,573],{},"但今天不一样。",[11,575,576],{},"早上醒来鼻子就彻底堵死，只能用嘴呼吸，嗓子干得冒烟。喷嚏一个接一个，打到太阳穴突突地疼。最难受的是胸口发闷，吸气的时候总觉得气不够用，还隐隐有点喘。我坐在床上缓了半小时，心里有点发毛——这不是普通犯鼻炎的感觉。",[11,578,579],{},"算了，不硬扛了，去医院。",[144,581,583],{"id":582},"检查结果过敏原等级5差点拉满","检查结果：过敏原等级5，差点拉满",[11,585,586],{},"挂了耳鼻喉科，医生听完症状，直接开了过敏原检测。",[11,588,589],{},"结果下午出来的。拿到报告的时候我盯着看了好一会儿：",[314,591,592],{},[317,593,594],{},[133,595,596],{},"豚草、艾蒿、苦艾：5级",[11,598,599],{},"医生告诉我，这个检测最高是6级，我这已经是5了，属于重度过敏。怪不得每年夏末秋初这么难熬——原来我对蒿草类植物的反应这么剧烈。8月正是豚草和艾蒿花粉的旺季，空气里飘的到处都是，我这是天天泡在过敏原里。",[601,602],"hr",{},[144,604,606],{"id":605},"一个没想到的事鼻炎牵出了哮喘","一个没想到的事：鼻炎牵出了哮喘",[11,608,609,610,136],{},"更让我意外的是，医生听诊之后说，我有",[133,611,612],{},"过敏性鼻炎导致的支气管哮喘",[11,614,615],{},"原来今天早上的胸闷、气短、那点喘不上气的感觉，不是错觉。鼻炎拖久了不管，炎症往下走，气道也开始出问题。医生说这在过敏性鼻炎患者里其实不少见——\"同一个气道，同一种疾病\"，鼻子和支气管是一根藤上的瓜。",[11,617,618],{},"说实话，听到\"哮喘\"两个字的时候，心里咯噔了一下。一直觉得哮喘离自己很远，是那种电视剧里才出现的病。结果它就这么不声不响地来了，还是从我最不在意的鼻炎一路发展过来的。",[144,620,621],{"id":621},"写在最后",[25,623,624],{},[11,625,626],{},"回家的路上我在想，这病其实早就有信号了：每年越来越长的喷嚏、越来越堵的鼻子、去年秋天偶尔的夜咳。我全都当成\"小毛病\"忍过去了。忍的结果就是今天——过敏原5级，加一个哮喘诊断。",[11,628,629],{},"教训挺明确的：",[631,632,633,639,645,651],"ol",{},[317,634,635,638],{},[133,636,637],{},"别把小病当小事。"," 鼻炎不是\"扛扛就好\"的病，它会往下蔓延。",[317,640,641,644],{},[133,642,643],{},"过敏原检测值得早做。"," 知道自己对什么过敏，才能有针对性地躲，而不是每年被动挨打。",[317,646,647,650],{},[133,648,649],{},"8月是豚草和艾蒿的季节。"," 以后这段时间，出门戴口罩、关窗、备药，一样都不能少。",[317,652,653,656],{},[133,654,655],{},"胸闷气短要当回事。"," 那不是\"鼻炎严重了点\"，是身体在报警。",[11,658,659],{},"接下来按医生的方案用药，该喷的喷，该吸的吸，按时复诊。",[11,661,662],{},"就这样吧。希望明年的8月，能过得比今年体面一点。",[601,664],{},[11,666,667],{},[668,669,670],"em",{},"记录于 2026年8月16日，一个鼻子不通气的夜晚。",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":672},[673,674,675],{"id":582,"depth":38,"text":583},{"id":605,"depth":38,"text":606},{"id":621,"depth":38,"text":621},"2026-08-16",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F2026-08-16","辽宁",{"description":570},"essays\u002F2026-08-16","BPXG9nRhwZrdxfrxWkQYknj5HGwzsSFCFkyFk5JpjJ4",{"id":684,"title":685,"body":686,"date":787,"description":37,"draft":41,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":788,"navigation":45,"path":789,"place":47,"seo":790,"stem":791,"__hash__":792},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F2026-08-18.md","把情绪收回自己手里",{"type":8,"value":687,"toc":785},[688,691,698,701,704,707,710,715,718,721,726,729,732,738,741,744,747,752,755,758,763,768,770,778],[689,690,685],"h1",{"id":685},[25,692,693],{},[11,694,695],{},[133,696,697],{},"自由不是没人管，是你终于不再把自己，交给别人的脸色保管。",[11,699,700],{},"以前觉得，被人惦记着、被人需要着、被人放在第一位，才叫被爱。",[11,702,703],{},"后来才慢慢懂，那种需要踮着脚去够的在意，需要反复确认才安心的位置，需要删了又写、写了又删的对话框——不叫爱，叫消耗。",[11,705,706],{},"你开始变得敏感，他回得慢一点你就想是不是自己说错了话；他情绪淡一点你就翻遍聊天记录找原因；他随口一句\"你想多了\"，你真的就开始怀疑，是不是真的是自己太矫情。",[11,708,709],{},"一段关系里最可怕的，不是吵架，不是冷战，是你慢慢弄丢了那个原本松弛的、会笑的、敢说\"我不乐意\"的自己。",[11,711,712],{},[133,713,714],{},"而自由的情感，大概是这样的——",[11,716,717],{},"我喜欢你，但我不需要你时刻回应我来证明这份喜欢。我对你好，不是交换，是我愿意；如果有一天我不愿意了，我也能大大方方收回，不觉得亏，不觉得恨。",[11,719,720],{},"我允许你有你的世界，你的朋友，你的沉默，你的不想说话。就像我也需要我的房间、我的音乐、我的一个人发呆的下午。我们靠在一起，但不捆在一起；我们是两个完整的圆，碰巧重叠了很大一部分，而不是两个缺了口的形状，拼命要把对方嵌进来补全自己。",[11,722,723],{},[133,724,725],{},"自由是敢提要求，也敢被拒绝。",[11,727,728],{},"是我说\"我需要你陪\"的时候不觉得羞耻，你说\"今天我想一个人待会儿\"的时候我不觉得是被抛弃。我们都不用把\"懂事\"当铠甲，也不用把\"作\"当武器。好的关系里，你可以直接说\"我不高兴了\"，而不是让对方猜；对方也可以直接说\"我错了\"，而不是死撑着面子冷战三天。",[11,730,731],{},"自由是不翻旧账。是吵架的时候就事论事，不把三年前的某个晚上翻出来当呈堂证供。是你知道这个人不会走，所以你敢把最难看的情绪摊开；也正因为你敢摊开，那些情绪才不会在暗处发霉、变质、长成刺。",[11,733,734,735],{},"自由更是——",[133,736,737],{},"哪怕有一天走散了，你也不会觉得天塌了。",[11,739,740],{},"不是冷血，是你知道，你来过，我认真过，我们彼此照亮过一段路，这就够了。没有人必须为另一个人的人生全程负责，能同行已经是运气。分开的时候不诋毁、不纠缠、不自我否定，不是因为不在乎，是因为在乎过，所以舍不得把最后一点体面也撕碎。",[11,742,743],{},"说到底，情感里的自由，不是\"我不在乎你\"，而是\"我在乎你，但我也始终在乎我自己\"。",[11,745,746],{},"是我有底气爱你，也有底气离开任何一段让我变丑、变弱、变神经质的关系。是我把喜怒哀乐的遥控器，从别人手里，重新拿回自己手里。",[11,748,749],{},[133,750,751],{},"先把自己活成一个舒服的人，再去遇见一个让你更舒服的人。",[11,753,754],{},"不用急，不用抢，不用证明给谁看。你若松弛，风自来；你若自由，爱才敢靠近。",[11,756,757],{},"愿你敢爱，也敢走；敢投入，也敢抽身；敢对一个人好，也敢在被亏待的时候，头也不回地——",[11,759,760],{},[133,761,762],{},"对自己好。",[25,764,765],{},[11,766,767],{},"记录于 2026年8月18日，一个决定放过自己的晚上。",[601,769],{},[25,771,772,775],{},[11,773,774],{},"敲这些字的时候，脑子里想的是每一个在深夜里反复翻聊天记录、又在天亮后决定放过自己的人。部分文字是编的，情绪是真的；没有具体的谁，只有每一个正在学着把自己放回第一位的你。",[11,776,777],{},"愿你读完，能松一口气。然后，好好吃饭，好好睡觉，好好爱自己。",[11,779,780],{},[781,782,784],"span",{"style":783},"font-size:12px;color:#888","本文部分由豆包 AI 协助生成",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":786},[],"2026-08-18",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F2026-08-18",{"title":685,"description":37},"essays\u002F2026-08-18","9Z2hKVtTC2o3y4yBv6Z80aXah3VhcX9EKzkDh5Q0AHY",{"id":794,"title":795,"body":796,"date":829,"description":800,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":830,"navigation":45,"path":831,"place":47,"seo":832,"stem":833,"__hash__":834},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-bailu.md","24 Bailu",{"type":8,"value":797,"toc":827},[798,801,804,809,812,815,818,821],[11,799,800],{},"今日白露。",[11,802,803],{},"「白」是色，「露」是水珠。露水从这一天起，开始一颗一颗地凝在草尖上。",[25,805,806],{},[11,807,808],{},"蒹葭苍苍，白露为霜",[11,810,811],{},"夜还是凉的，但那种凉不再是轻轻的冷，是带着湿意、带着重量，落在每一片叶子上的。",[11,813,814],{},"空气也换了一种说法——从「润」变成了「爽」，从「闷」变成了「透」。",[11,816,817],{},"夏天的余温还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最湿的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候干爽起来。",[11,819,820],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：阴气渐重，露凝而白也、",[11,822,823],{},[31,824],{"alt":825,"src":826},"白露","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-bailu.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":828},[],"2026-09-07",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-bailu",{"description":800},"essays\u002F24-bailu","s2ez855mQqRv0k_cUd6LlfOA9N8kEYeX6eNitj0QhTo",{"id":836,"title":837,"body":838,"date":871,"description":842,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":872,"navigation":45,"path":873,"place":47,"seo":874,"stem":875,"__hash__":876},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-chunfen.md","24 Chunfen",{"type":8,"value":839,"toc":869},[840,843,846,851,854,857,860,863],[11,841,842],{},"今日春分。",[11,844,845],{},"「分」是半的意思。白天和黑夜从这一天起，开始一寸一寸地扯平。",[25,847,848],{},[11,849,850],{},"燕飞犹个个，花落已纷纷",[11,852,853],{},"阳光还是斜的，但那种斜不再是偏南的低，是正着照下来、不偏不倚，落在每一寸土地上的。",[11,855,856],{},"影子也换了一种说法——从「长」变成了「短」，从「躲」变成了「迎」。",[11,858,859],{},"冬天的偏斜还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最长的那个黑夜，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,861,862],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：分者半也，此当九十日之半",[11,864,865],{},[31,866],{"alt":867,"src":868},"春分","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-chunfen.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":870},[],"2026-03-20",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-chunfen",{"description":842},"essays\u002F24-chunfen","r2bF3zOWpiDZ_ZSZXF9wUfO4dFC0G1mEhDSSoxNx_QQ",{"id":878,"title":879,"body":880,"date":913,"description":884,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":914,"navigation":45,"path":915,"place":47,"seo":916,"stem":917,"__hash__":918},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-chushu.md","24 Chushu",{"type":8,"value":881,"toc":911},[882,885,888,893,896,899,902,905],[11,883,884],{},"今日处暑。",[11,886,887],{},"「处」是止的意思。暑气从这一天起，开始一寸一寸地退。",[25,889,890],{},[11,891,892],{},"离离暑云散，袅袅凉风起",[11,894,895],{},"中午还是会热，但那种热不再贴着皮肤不放，是隔着空气、隔着一层薄薄的云飘过来的。",[11,897,898],{},"风也换了一种说法——从「闷」变成了「爽」，从「躲」变成了「迎」。",[11,900,901],{},"夏天不肯立刻走，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最长的那个夏天，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,903,904],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：处，止也，暑气至此而止矣",[11,906,907],{},[31,908],{"alt":909,"src":910},"处暑","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-chushu.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":912},[],"2026-08-23",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-chushu",{"description":884},"essays\u002F24-chushu","_hST_8-cDZ7IfSyd26h1txuKzjrwM6x0JBL_Dl9AcT8",{"id":920,"title":921,"body":922,"date":955,"description":926,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":956,"navigation":45,"path":957,"place":47,"seo":958,"stem":959,"__hash__":960},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-dahan.md","24 Dahan",{"type":8,"value":923,"toc":953},[924,927,930,935,938,941,944,947],[11,925,926],{},"今日大寒。",[11,928,929],{},"「大」是极的意思。冷从这一天起，到了最盛的时候。",[25,931,932],{},[11,933,934],{},"旧雪未及消，新雪又拥户",[11,936,937],{},"天还是冷的，但那种冷不再是慢慢渗，是铺天盖地、无处可躲，冻住每一寸空气的。",[11,939,940],{},"心也换了一种说法——从「盼」变成了「等」，从「熬」变成了「认」。",[11,942,943],{},"冬天的盛极还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最冷的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,945,946],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：大者，乃凛冽之极也",[11,948,949],{},[31,950],{"alt":951,"src":952},"大寒","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-dahan.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":954},[],"2026-01-20",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-dahan",{"description":926},"essays\u002F24-dahan","JsXY9fge_PuJsZlCTGAaiEmRf6rMMb7ViRjIdFdIrEs",{"id":962,"title":963,"body":964,"date":997,"description":968,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":998,"navigation":45,"path":999,"place":47,"seo":1000,"stem":1001,"__hash__":1002},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-dashu.md","24 Dashu",{"type":8,"value":965,"toc":995},[966,969,972,977,980,983,986,989],[11,967,968],{},"今日大暑。",[11,970,971],{},"「大」是极的意思。热从这一天起，到了最盛的时候。",[25,973,974],{},[11,975,976],{},"赤日几时过，清风无处寻",[11,978,979],{},"阳光还是毒的，但那种毒不再是慢慢烤，是铺天盖地、无处可躲，压在每一寸皮肤上的。",[11,981,982],{},"汗也换了一种说法——从「渗」变成了「淌」，从「躲」变成了「认」。",[11,984,985],{},"夏天的盛极还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最热的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,987,988],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：大者，乃炎热之极也",[11,990,991],{},[31,992],{"alt":993,"src":994},"大暑","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-dashu.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":996},[],"2026-07-23",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-dashu",{"description":968},"essays\u002F24-dashu","z-vq7agRuoKtuIoyQnBvqnFFm4yQmAyXhU6XlgffRtM",{"id":1004,"title":1005,"body":1006,"date":1039,"description":1010,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1040,"navigation":45,"path":1041,"place":47,"seo":1042,"stem":1043,"__hash__":1044},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-daxue.md","24 Daxue",{"type":8,"value":1007,"toc":1037},[1008,1011,1014,1019,1022,1025,1028,1031],[11,1009,1010],{},"今日大雪。",[11,1012,1013],{},"「大」是盛极。雪从这一天起，开始一片一片地铺开来。",[25,1015,1016],{},[11,1017,1018],{},"忽如一夜春风来，千树万树梨花开",[11,1020,1021],{},"雪还是密的，但那种密不再是零零星星，是铺天盖地、不分彼此，把一切都盖住的。",[11,1023,1024],{},"路也换了一种说法——从「显」变成了「隐」，从「走」变成了「踩」。",[11,1026,1027],{},"冬天的开头还在，可它已经知道，该往前走了。最轻的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候重起来。",[11,1029,1030],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：大者，盛也，至此而雪盛矣",[11,1032,1033],{},[31,1034],{"alt":1035,"src":1036},"大雪","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-daxue.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1038},[],"2026-12-07",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-daxue",{"description":1010},"essays\u002F24-daxue","-PERvJZlowAKq_V6-TS7pfJFrRhm-AAZh48UkUXZOYo",{"id":1046,"title":1047,"body":1048,"date":1081,"description":1052,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1082,"navigation":45,"path":1083,"place":47,"seo":1084,"stem":1085,"__hash__":1086},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-dongzhi.md","24 Dongzhi",{"type":8,"value":1049,"toc":1079},[1050,1053,1056,1061,1064,1067,1070,1073],[11,1051,1052],{},"今日冬至。",[11,1054,1055],{},"「至」是极的意思。黑夜从这一天起，长到了头，开始一寸一寸地往回退。",[25,1057,1058],{},[11,1059,1060],{},"天时人事日相催，冬至阳生春又来",[11,1062,1063],{},"夜还是长的，但那种长不再是往下沉的暗，是到了底、转了身，慢慢往回走的。",[11,1065,1066],{},"影子也换了一种说法——从「长」变成了「短」，从「伸」变成了「缩」。",[11,1068,1069],{},"冬天的盛极还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最长的那个黑夜，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1071,1072],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：日南至，日短之至，日影长至，故曰冬至",[11,1074,1075],{},[31,1076],{"alt":1077,"src":1078},"冬至","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-dongzhi.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1080},[],"2026-12-22",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-dongzhi",{"description":1052},"essays\u002F24-dongzhi","e6EZBPGhFwJVRAsKy8jFFGjIWwr22pOhygww8E6j_Do",{"id":1088,"title":1089,"body":1090,"date":1123,"description":1094,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1124,"navigation":45,"path":1125,"place":47,"seo":1126,"stem":1127,"__hash__":1128},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-guyu.md","24 Guyu",{"type":8,"value":1091,"toc":1121},[1092,1095,1098,1103,1106,1109,1112,1115],[11,1093,1094],{},"今日谷雨。",[11,1096,1097],{},"「谷」是百谷，「雨」是润泽。雨水从这一天起，开始一滴一滴地喂给庄稼。",[25,1099,1100],{},[11,1101,1102],{},"谷雨春光晓，山川黛色青",[11,1104,1105],{},"雨还是密的，但那种密不再是冷的浇，是温温的、软软的，落在新叶上不响的。",[11,1107,1108],{},"田也换了一种说法——从「荒」变成了「绿」，从「等」变成了「长」。",[11,1110,1111],{},"春天的开头还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢往前走了。最嫩的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候长大。",[11,1113,1114],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：雨生百谷，清净明洁",[11,1116,1117],{},[31,1118],{"alt":1119,"src":1120},"谷雨","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-guyu.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1122},[],"2026-04-20",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-guyu",{"description":1094},"essays\u002F24-guyu","UJMY0NifPFQvsYY6apFoCzaVQR4uzLtjqivFd5fgRmo",{"id":1130,"title":1131,"body":1132,"date":1165,"description":1136,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1166,"navigation":45,"path":1167,"place":47,"seo":1168,"stem":1169,"__hash__":1170},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-hanlu.md","24 Hanlu",{"type":8,"value":1133,"toc":1163},[1134,1137,1140,1145,1148,1151,1154,1157],[11,1135,1136],{},"今日寒露。",[11,1138,1139],{},"「寒」是冷，「露」是水珠。露水从这一天起，开始一点一点地变凉。",[25,1141,1142],{},[11,1143,1144],{},"袅袅凉风动，凄凄寒露零",[11,1146,1147],{},"露还是有的，但那种露不再是温的润，是带着寒意、带着清冷，沾在指尖发凉的。",[11,1149,1150],{},"风也换了一种说法——从「爽」变成了「凉」，从「吹」变成了「刺」。",[11,1152,1153],{},"秋天的余温还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最暖的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候冷下来。",[11,1155,1156],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：露气寒冷，将凝结也",[11,1158,1159],{},[31,1160],{"alt":1161,"src":1162},"寒露","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-hanlu.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1164},[],"2026-10-08",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-hanlu",{"description":1136},"essays\u002F24-hanlu","UOQnu96lZv7_bdLBWuKUs7K6nOYdRbtXUW86UY3sIpI",{"id":1172,"title":1173,"body":1174,"date":1207,"description":1178,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1208,"navigation":45,"path":1209,"place":47,"seo":1210,"stem":1211,"__hash__":1212},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-jingzhe.md","24 Jingzhe",{"type":8,"value":1175,"toc":1205},[1176,1179,1182,1187,1190,1193,1196,1199],[11,1177,1178],{},"今日惊蛰。",[11,1180,1181],{},"「蛰」是藏的意思。冬眠的虫从这一天起，开始一只一只地醒。",[25,1183,1184],{},[11,1185,1186],{},"微雨众卉新，一雷惊蛰始",[11,1188,1189],{},"雷还是远的，但那种远不再是沉沉的闷，是穿过云层、穿过泥土，轻轻敲在地上的。",[11,1191,1192],{},"虫子也换了一种说法——从「睡」变成了「动」，从「藏」变成了「探」。",[11,1194,1195],{},"冬天的壳还裹着，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最长的那场沉睡，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1197,1198],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：万物出乎震，震为雷，故曰惊蛰",[11,1200,1201],{},[31,1202],{"alt":1203,"src":1204},"惊蛰","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-jingzhe.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1206},[],"2026-03-05",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-jingzhe",{"description":1178},"essays\u002F24-jingzhe","6naO1RD_KKbD7-4k1voUQMjS55C54FJDKEaLaIWDTQ4",{"id":1214,"title":1215,"body":1216,"date":1249,"description":1220,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1250,"navigation":45,"path":1251,"place":47,"seo":1252,"stem":1253,"__hash__":1254},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-lichun.md","24 Lichun",{"type":8,"value":1217,"toc":1247},[1218,1221,1224,1229,1232,1235,1238,1241],[11,1219,1220],{},"今日立春。",[11,1222,1223],{},"「立」是开始的意思。春天从这一天起，一寸一寸地醒过来。",[25,1225,1226],{},[11,1227,1228],{},"东风解冻，蛰虫始振",[11,1230,1231],{},"风还是凉的，但那种凉不再往骨头里钻，是带着一点湿润、一点柔软，从脸上掠过去的。",[11,1233,1234],{},"泥土也换了一种说法——从「硬」变成了「松」，从「封」变成了「等」。",[11,1236,1237],{},"冬天还不肯彻底走，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最冷的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1239,1240],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：春气始而建立也",[11,1242,1243],{},[31,1244],{"alt":1245,"src":1246},"立春","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-lichun.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1248},[],"2026-02-04",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-lichun",{"description":1220},"essays\u002F24-lichun","grDQUjCxaw0ufDzLIoUHNKUfGvHeTOAFrLoMy2henec",{"id":1256,"title":1257,"body":1258,"date":1291,"description":1262,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1292,"navigation":45,"path":1293,"place":47,"seo":1294,"stem":1295,"__hash__":1296},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-lidong.md","24 Lidong",{"type":8,"value":1259,"toc":1289},[1260,1263,1266,1271,1274,1277,1280,1283],[11,1261,1262],{},"今日立冬。",[11,1264,1265],{},"「立」是开始的意思。冬天从这一天起，开始一寸一寸地封起来。",[25,1267,1268],{},[11,1269,1270],{},"冻笔新诗懒写，寒炉美酒时温",[11,1272,1273],{},"风还是凉的，但那种凉不再是爽利的吹，是带着锋芒、带着干硬，往领口里钻的。",[11,1275,1276],{},"水也换了一种说法——从「流」变成了「凝」，从「动」变成了「静」。",[11,1278,1279],{},"秋天不肯立刻走，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最丰的那个秋天，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1281,1282],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：冬，终也，万物收藏也",[11,1284,1285],{},[31,1286],{"alt":1287,"src":1288},"立冬","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-lidong.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1290},[],"2026-11-07",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-lidong",{"description":1262},"essays\u002F24-lidong","rVl8JsX4SOEzEyhE8_OEZTGuXJSDgzYRSUVJJduTnAg",{"id":1298,"title":1299,"body":1300,"date":256,"description":1304,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1333,"navigation":45,"path":1334,"place":47,"seo":1335,"stem":1336,"__hash__":1337},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-liqiu.md","24 Liqiu",{"type":8,"value":1301,"toc":1331},[1302,1305,1308,1313,1316,1319,1322,1325],[11,1303,1304],{},"今日立秋。",[11,1306,1307],{},"「立」是开始的意思。秋天从这一天起，开始一寸一寸地凉下来。",[25,1309,1310],{},[11,1311,1312],{},"乳鸦啼散玉屏空，一枕新凉一扇风",[11,1314,1315],{},"风还是热的，但那种热不再是贴着皮肤不放，是隔着空气、隔着一层薄薄的凉意飘过来的。",[11,1317,1318],{},"叶子也换了一种说法——从「绿」变成了「黄」，从「盛」变成了「落」。",[11,1320,1321],{},"夏天不肯立刻走，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最热的那个夏天，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1323,1324],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：秋，揫也，物于此而揫敛也",[11,1326,1327],{},[31,1328],{"alt":1329,"src":1330},"立秋","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-liqiu.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1332},[],{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-liqiu",{"description":1304},"essays\u002F24-liqiu","0F5Vj2VMuxrFD-tU7o1KzN1zwHwpDsd5scqkQ4TUA-A",{"id":1339,"title":1340,"body":1341,"date":1374,"description":1345,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1375,"navigation":45,"path":1376,"place":47,"seo":1377,"stem":1378,"__hash__":1379},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-lixia.md","24 Lixia",{"type":8,"value":1342,"toc":1372},[1343,1346,1349,1354,1357,1360,1363,1366],[11,1344,1345],{},"今日立夏。",[11,1347,1348],{},"「立」是开始的意思。夏天从这一天起，开始一寸一寸地铺开。",[25,1350,1351],{},[11,1352,1353],{},"绿树阴浓夏日长，楼台倒影入池塘",[11,1355,1356],{},"阳光还是暖的，但那种暖不再是轻轻的照，是带着重量、带着声音，压在头顶上的。",[11,1358,1359],{},"风也换了一种说法——从「柔」变成了「热」，从「拂」变成了「吹」。",[11,1361,1362],{},"春天还不肯立刻走，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最嫩的那个春天，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1364,1365],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：夏，假也，物至此时皆假大也",[11,1367,1368],{},[31,1369],{"alt":1370,"src":1371},"立夏","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-lixia.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1373},[],"2026-05-05",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-lixia",{"description":1345},"essays\u002F24-lixia","t9AWNnxC2jCXzPMSkBz4_etQEMia1pky-54XxWPG3GU",{"id":1381,"title":1382,"body":1383,"date":1416,"description":1387,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1417,"navigation":45,"path":1418,"place":47,"seo":1419,"stem":1420,"__hash__":1421},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-mangzhong.md","24 Mangzhong",{"type":8,"value":1384,"toc":1414},[1385,1388,1391,1396,1399,1402,1405,1408],[11,1386,1387],{},"今日芒种。",[11,1389,1390],{},"「芒」是麦芒，「种」是播种。收和种从这一天起，开始一茬一茬地交棒。",[25,1392,1393],{},[11,1394,1395],{},"家家麦饭美，处处菱歌长",[11,1397,1398],{},"麦子还是黄的，但那种黄不再是晒着的等，是弯着腰、低着头，等着被割走的。",[11,1400,1401],{},"田也换了一种说法——从「收」变成了「种」，从「满」变成了「空」。",[11,1403,1404],{},"夏天的开头还在，可它已经知道，该往前走了。最闲的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候忙起来。",[11,1406,1407],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：五月节，谓有芒之种谷可稼种矣",[11,1409,1410],{},[31,1411],{"alt":1412,"src":1413},"芒种","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-mangzhong.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1415},[],"2026-06-05",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-mangzhong",{"description":1387},"essays\u002F24-mangzhong","F8ltxJtRDZVkscCiBZwhQ3p-HVVj6DneZ6aZ0jU0VZQ",{"id":1423,"title":1424,"body":1425,"date":1458,"description":1429,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1459,"navigation":45,"path":1460,"place":47,"seo":1461,"stem":1462,"__hash__":1463},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-qingming.md","24 Qingming",{"type":8,"value":1426,"toc":1456},[1427,1430,1433,1438,1441,1444,1447,1450],[11,1428,1429],{},"今日清明。",[11,1431,1432],{},"「清」是澄澈，「明」是清朗。天地从这一天起，开始一点一点地亮开。",[25,1434,1435],{},[11,1436,1437],{},"清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂",[11,1439,1440],{},"雨还是有的，但那种雨不再是连绵的阴，是落一阵、停一阵，把天空洗得干干净净的。",[11,1442,1443],{},"风也换了一种说法——从「寒」变成了「暖」，从「吹」变成了「拂」。",[11,1445,1446],{},"冬天的阴沉还没散尽，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最暗的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1448,1449],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：物至此时，皆以洁齐而清明矣",[11,1451,1452],{},[31,1453],{"alt":1454,"src":1455},"清明","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-qingming.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1457},[],"2026-04-05",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-qingming",{"description":1429},"essays\u002F24-qingming","TUx13N6Dx_mu_Shhtr8xn8ua6iosu-6dbbvNNSnE4ok",{"id":1465,"title":1466,"body":1467,"date":1500,"description":1471,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1501,"navigation":45,"path":1502,"place":47,"seo":1503,"stem":1504,"__hash__":1505},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-qiufen.md","24 Qiufen",{"type":8,"value":1468,"toc":1498},[1469,1472,1475,1480,1483,1486,1489,1492],[11,1470,1471],{},"今日秋分。",[11,1473,1474],{},"「分」是半的意思。白天和黑夜从这一天起，再一次扯平。",[25,1476,1477],{},[11,1478,1479],{},"金气秋分，风清露冷秋期半",[11,1481,1482],{},"阳光还是暖的，但那种暖不再是直直地照，是斜斜地、软软地，铺在大地上的。",[11,1484,1485],{},"影子也换了一种说法——从「短」变成了「长」，从「收」变成了「伸」。",[11,1487,1488],{},"秋天的开头还在，可它已经知道，该往前走了。最亮的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候暗下来。",[11,1490,1491],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：分者半也，此当九十日之半，故谓之分",[11,1493,1494],{},[31,1495],{"alt":1496,"src":1497},"秋分","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-qiufen.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1499},[],"2026-09-23",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-qiufen",{"description":1471},"essays\u002F24-qiufen","76DywYlWBOvggee65K7kL6Kg_jMcGN4RFEh2obGYcY4",{"id":1507,"title":1508,"body":1509,"date":1542,"description":1513,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1543,"navigation":45,"path":1544,"place":47,"seo":1545,"stem":1546,"__hash__":1547},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-shuangjiang.md","24 Shuangjiang",{"type":8,"value":1510,"toc":1540},[1511,1514,1517,1522,1525,1528,1531,1534],[11,1512,1513],{},"今日霜降。",[11,1515,1516],{},"「霜」是露的凝结。秋从这一天起，开始一层一层地深下去。",[25,1518,1519],{},[11,1520,1521],{},"霜降水返壑，风落木归山",[11,1523,1524],{},"早晨还是冷的，但那种冷不再是薄薄的凉，是带着白霜、带着硬意，覆在每一片瓦上的。",[11,1526,1527],{},"叶子也换了一种说法——从「黄」变成了「红」，从「落」变成了「燃」。",[11,1529,1530],{},"秋天的盛极还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最艳的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1532,1533],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：气肃而凝，露结为霜矣",[11,1535,1536],{},[31,1537],{"alt":1538,"src":1539},"霜降","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-shuangjiang.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1541},[],"2026-10-23",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-shuangjiang",{"description":1513},"essays\u002F24-shuangjiang","UXRVrp8pDQvyixwshhnj1aGCIFaQxKfJMyalYZm4P2k",{"id":1549,"title":1550,"body":1551,"date":1584,"description":1555,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1585,"navigation":45,"path":1586,"place":47,"seo":1587,"stem":1588,"__hash__":1589},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaohan.md","24 Xiaohan",{"type":8,"value":1552,"toc":1582},[1553,1556,1559,1564,1567,1570,1573,1576],[11,1554,1555],{},"今日小寒。",[11,1557,1558],{},"「寒」是冷的意思。冷从这一天起，开始一层一层地往下压。",[25,1560,1561],{},[11,1562,1563],{},"小寒连大吕，欢鹊垒新巢",[11,1565,1566],{},"风还是冷的，但那种冷不再是干硬的刺，是带着湿意、带着沉劲，往骨头里渗的。",[11,1568,1569],{},"手也换了一种说法——从「凉」变成了「僵」，从「缩」变成了「揣」。",[11,1571,1572],{},"冬天的开头还在，可它已经知道，该往前走了。最暖的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候冷到底。",[11,1574,1575],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：月初寒尚小，故云，月半则大矣",[11,1577,1578],{},[31,1579],{"alt":1580,"src":1581},"小寒","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-xiaohan.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1583},[],"2026-01-05",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaohan",{"description":1555},"essays\u002F24-xiaohan","PMyCn8VfXwjhfd1WMuuY9diUOiFANV153Ma2Qx_bNPc",{"id":1591,"title":1592,"body":1593,"date":1626,"description":1597,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1627,"navigation":45,"path":1628,"place":47,"seo":1629,"stem":1630,"__hash__":1631},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaoman.md","24 Xiaoman",{"type":8,"value":1594,"toc":1624},[1595,1598,1601,1606,1609,1612,1615,1618],[11,1596,1597],{},"今日小满。",[11,1599,1600],{},"「满」是盈的意思。麦粒从这一天起，开始一粒一粒地灌浆。",[25,1602,1603],{},[11,1604,1605],{},"夜莺啼绿柳，皓月醒长空",[11,1607,1608],{},"麦子还是青的，但那种青不再是嫩的软，是挺着腰、憋着劲，慢慢鼓起来的。",[11,1610,1611],{},"田也换了一种说法——从「绿」变成了「沉」，从「长」变成了「等」。",[11,1613,1614],{},"春天的余温还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最空的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候填满。",[11,1616,1617],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：万物长于此少得盈满，麦至此方小满",[11,1619,1620],{},[31,1621],{"alt":1622,"src":1623},"小满","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-xiaoman.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1625},[],"2026-05-21",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaoman",{"description":1597},"essays\u002F24-xiaoman","RM8iqhJ9D-kzd8pl0jrdD7_BATEup8n4HBmvEwirHxA",{"id":1633,"title":1634,"body":1635,"date":1668,"description":1639,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1669,"navigation":45,"path":1670,"place":47,"seo":1671,"stem":1672,"__hash__":1673},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaoshu.md","24 Xiaoshu",{"type":8,"value":1636,"toc":1666},[1637,1640,1643,1648,1651,1654,1657,1660],[11,1638,1639],{},"今日小暑。",[11,1641,1642],{},"「暑」是热的意思。热气从这一天起，开始一层一层地往上叠。",[25,1644,1645],{},[11,1646,1647],{},"倏忽温风至，因循小暑来",[11,1649,1650],{},"风还是有的，但那种风不再是凉的爽，是带着潮气、带着温度，裹在身上不撒手的。",[11,1652,1653],{},"蝉也换了一种说法——从「静」变成了「鸣」，从「藏」变成了「唱」。",[11,1655,1656],{},"夏天的开头还在，可它已经知道，该往前走了。最舒服的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候热起来。",[11,1658,1659],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：暑，热也，就热之中分为大小，月初为小",[11,1661,1662],{},[31,1663],{"alt":1664,"src":1665},"小暑","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-xiaoshu.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1667},[],"2026-07-07",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaoshu",{"description":1639},"essays\u002F24-xiaoshu","BCTMTgRN-TDJvweSwRfbU5l0hgWaIIuOSOPWIBojsK0",{"id":1675,"title":1676,"body":1677,"date":1710,"description":1681,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1711,"navigation":45,"path":1712,"place":47,"seo":1713,"stem":1714,"__hash__":1715},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaoxue.md","24 Xiaoxue",{"type":8,"value":1678,"toc":1708},[1679,1682,1685,1690,1693,1696,1699,1702],[11,1680,1681],{},"今日小雪。",[11,1683,1684],{},"「小」是未盛，「雪」是雨的凝结。雪从这一天起，开始一片一片地试落。",[25,1686,1687],{},[11,1688,1689],{},"花雪随风不厌看，更多还肯失林峦",[11,1691,1692],{},"雪还是轻的，但那种轻不再是雨的落，是飘着、旋着，不声不响盖在屋顶上的。",[11,1694,1695],{},"天也换了一种说法——从「高」变成了「低」，从「蓝」变成了「灰」。",[11,1697,1698],{},"秋天的余温还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最干的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候湿起来。",[11,1700,1701],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：雨下而为寒气所薄，故凝而为雪，小者未盛之辞",[11,1703,1704],{},[31,1705],{"alt":1706,"src":1707},"小雪","\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-xiaoxue.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1709},[],"2026-11-22",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiaoxue",{"description":1681},"essays\u002F24-xiaoxue","zvmVRch6BzUtdguaUKjQK4D43_7y6V_ftn0YvQlmeAY",{"id":1717,"title":1718,"body":1719,"date":1751,"description":1723,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1752,"navigation":45,"path":1753,"place":47,"seo":1754,"stem":1755,"__hash__":1756},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiazhi.md","24 Xiazhi",{"type":8,"value":1720,"toc":1749},[1721,1724,1727,1732,1735,1738,1741,1744],[11,1722,1723],{},"今日夏至。",[11,1725,1726],{},"「至」是极的意思。白天从这一天起，长到了头，开始一寸一寸地往回退。",[25,1728,1729],{},[11,1730,1731],{},"昼晷已云极，宵漏自此长",[11,1733,1734],{},"阳光还是烈的，但那种烈不再是往上长的劲，是到了顶、转了身，慢慢往回收的。",[11,1736,1737],{},"影子也换了一种说法——从「短」变成了「长」，从「缩」变成了「伸」。",[11,1739,1740],{},"夏天的盛极还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最长的那个白天，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1742,1743],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：日北至，日长之至，日影短至，故曰夏至",[11,1745,1746],{},[31,1747],{"alt":1664,"src":1748},"\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-xiazhi.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1750},[],"2026-06-21",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-xiazhi",{"description":1723},"essays\u002F24-xiazhi","UKwKPgpm1eDi9AwsHfll3t6jiCaErdu8ehFYX4rDZn4",{"id":1758,"title":1759,"body":1760,"date":1792,"description":1764,"draft":45,"extension":42,"location":43,"meta":1793,"navigation":45,"path":1794,"place":47,"seo":1795,"stem":1796,"__hash__":1797},"essays\u002Fessays\u002F24-yushui.md","24 Yushui",{"type":8,"value":1761,"toc":1790},[1762,1765,1768,1773,1776,1779,1782,1785],[11,1763,1764],{},"今日雨水。",[11,1766,1767],{},"「雨」是水从天降的意思。冰雪从这一天起，开始一滴一滴地化。",[25,1769,1770],{},[11,1771,1772],{},"天街小雨润如酥，草色遥看近却无",[11,1774,1775],{},"雨还是细的，但那种细不再是冷硬的冰粒，是贴着屋檐、贴着柳枝，慢慢渗进土里的。",[11,1777,1778],{},"空气也换了一种说法——从「干」变成了「润」，从「缩」变成了「展」。",[11,1780,1781],{},"冬天的尾巴还在，可它已经知道，该慢慢松手了。最干的那段日子，也要学着在合适的时候退场。",[11,1783,1784],{},"——《月令七十二候集解》：东风既解冻，则散而为雨矣",[11,1786,1787],{},[31,1788],{"alt":1664,"src":1789},"\u002Fimages\u002F24\u002F24-yushui.webp",{"title":37,"searchDepth":38,"depth":38,"links":1791},[],"2026-02-19",{},"\u002Fessays\u002F24-yushui",{"description":1764},"essays\u002F24-yushui","UHy2m_j6rnOfWuv8sZ4avcBz-EuGr70zL2nDSWEhbQg",1787053809332]